What it feels like to just be held by God.
This is going to be a short post. I want to tell someone what I am feeling but I didn't know who to tell, so I will tell you, dear reader. This morning in church I went to the altar. Broken and tired. I decided to step into surrender even though I'm not even sure I know how to surrender. But I think I am feeling what it feels like to just be held by God. There's something different in my soul. I don't really know what it is but it feels familiar. It kind of feels like my soul is at home within itself. It kind of feels like a fuzzy blanket wrapped around my soul. Also kind of like waking up on a warm summer morning around 10am, rested and refreshed. But it also feels like a cozy fall evening with fall scented candles and a fire in the fire place. But it also feels like I need a hug. Or maybe it feels like I am being hugged. In my soul. It feels like being curled up with your favorite book and your favorite hot tea on a cold winter night. It feels like being loved an...